The Knollys Family

The Knollys Family

Monday, October 11, 2010

Deprivation

The last 5-6 days I've been averaging 3 1/2 hours of sleep per night. I've not been napping during the day and I'm avoiding caffeine. The lack of sleep is beginning to have a negative effect. My level of paranoia, which normally is not that bad, has risen dramatically. I'm becoming a conspiracy fan of imagined conspiracies against me. I'm double checking locks, leaving closet doors open, reading into things slights and insults which aren't there.
If there are people out there I've attacked or offended the last few days, I apologize. Fortunately, I see my shrink Thursday; we can hash things out and maybe I can get another pill to take.
I can't think of any reasons for the non-sleeping, it's just happening. So far, no hallucinations; they might be a positive thing. At least entertaining.
Thanks to everyone who puts up with me.

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